Today, I reflect. I had one of the longest phone conversations EVER! It was a great phone conversation with my bestest friend in the entire universe! We talked about nothing and everything. For someone who doesnt like to talk on the phone, I seem to have perfected it with K. Its weird though, when we are in the same room, we dont feel the need to keep the convo going, it just happens. Before I call her though, I feel like Im supposed to have topics lines up. Not that she expects it, I put that on myself. Today I had nothing of any importance to tell her, but I called her anyway. I have just REALLLLLY missed her lately, more than normal. I have been thinking about the 14 years that we have been friends and how much we have learned from each other, and how much we still have to learn.On her wedding day, the happiest day of her life (and mine!) I think I did okay. Im not really sure what a Maid of Honor is 'supposed" to do on the day of the wedding. I thought, okay, nothing at all is going right today and I just want to hug her and cry with her then go and punch someone AND something! No, Susan NO! She needs you to be strong for her. Was that the right thing to do? I dont know, the day seems like a blur to me, I was just trying to make it through moment by moment, still standing. Im not perfect (I know your shocked....NOT) I did drop the ball in the planning, K knows where and I have appologised. I look at the wedding pictures all the time, remembering eachmoment that picture was snapped. I was sooooooooo proud and honored to be the person standing next to her (sort of) peeking at her through Brad's parents heads and crying the ENTIRE TIME!
She told me today that there was a couple celebrating their 80th wedding anniversary! I cant imagine knowing someone for 80 years!!! Do you think we will know each other for 80 years K? Sure she says! I dont smoke, you dont smoke, we have a good shot! You make me smile, laugh at myself (and people who fall!). Do you know that in the 14 years we have been friends, that this picture is the best we've taken together? We dont have many pics of us together, and the ones we do have, we are making screwy faces! Another thing we have in common, we like taking the picture, not being in it!
I have some work to do. Im not a good communicator. I know its a problem for a blogger eh? No really, I mean if I have an issue with a close friend or say, a Best friend (I dont at the current time this is just an example) I tend to just stuff it down. I dont act like an adult and discuss it rationally. Here is the weird part, at work, if I have a problem with you, I will ABSOLUTLY tell you so. My former boss is LUCKY she is not there right now, or OOOOOOH MAAAAAN would she get an ear full, BUT that is another blog. When it comes to people I love, I have trouble bringing up issues that bother or concern me. I guess I kind of think that if I tell them, they wont like it or me and just be done with me. I have that happen before many many times and I dont like it. I know your different K, but you know, old habbits and all.
Remember puddle whomping? 4th of July bon fire at the beach? Deuteronomy? Clam chowder? Marshmellow feast? Well actually? Inflatable cock roach repellent? My Life and an ENTIRE BOX of tissue? Date night? New years at TGIFridays? Here is to another 14 years of fun memories! LOVE YOU!


























Mother about some pets I had growing up. I dont have them on my computer yet, but these are 3 of our cats who went missing or passed away this year. The first one is Bucky. M's kitty. He was a great hunter and LOVED to play with the feathers on a stick! If you waved it in front of his face, then lifted it off the ground, he would look for it as if it was suddenly lost. He had cancer, love you Bucky!